Transformation Tuesdays – Oh & Yes, Recovery From An ED Is Possible.
Yes, in case you were wondering, RECOVERING FROM AN EATING DISORDER IS IN FACT, POSSIBLE.
Yes, it’s hard, but NOBODY SAID IT WAS GOING TO BE EASY (& that’s what makes it THAT MUCH MORE rewarding).
The picture on the left was taken at the beginning of May 2017, just TWO months into my recovery.
The one on the right was taken this morning before I KILLED my HITT class, a little over SIX months into recovery.
In the 1st picture, I still see pain.
I still see struggle.
I still see suffering.
I still see hardship.
I still see weakness.
I still see worship.
I still see sickness.
I see bones.
I see stagnation.
I see a spark of a will to get better but the struggle is ever so present.
I see Kelly but I see a Kelly that is still controlled, dominated & seduced by something stronger & greater than she thinks she will ever be.
I see a Kelly void of fire, life & love.
I SEE A KELLY I DO NOT RECOGNIZE.
In the 2nd picture, I see happiness.
I see life.
I see strength.
I see power.
I see motivation.
I see health.
I see love.
I see passion.
I see accomplishment.
I see progress.
I see CHANGE.
I SEE RECOVERY.
I SEE KELLY.
I see THE KELLY no longer dominated by Anorexia, by her temptation/seduction/control/domination.
I see a fierce, independent woman with FIRE & LIFE IN HER BODY, MIND, HEART & SOUL.
If you haven’t believed me up until now that RECOVERY IS POSSIBLE (& WORTH IT), here’s the raw evidence to back it up.
Here’s to proof that CHANGE IS POSSIBLE.
YOU JUST HAVE TO WANT IT REAL FREAKING BAD.
YOU HAVE TO WANT THE CONTROL OVER YOUR LIFE BACK MORE THAN YOU WANT WHAT ANOREXIA “PROMISES” SHE CAN BRING YOU.
Trust me when I say that all her promises are EMPTY. WORTHLESS. LIES.
are ultimately part of her MASTER PLAN to make you think that achievements like the pic on the right are IMPOSSIBLE.
Don’t let her fool you.
Don’t let her get in your way.
Don’t let her rob you of your life for a second longer.
You are worth so much more.
You are worth EVERYTHING.
YOU ARE WORTH CHANGE.
YOU ARE WORTH THE PICTURE ON THE RIGHT.
YOU ARE WORTH IT ALL.
You just have to open your eyes & let yourself see it & GRASP IT HARD.